Back to Work......

I have very sad news. I am going back to work this Wednesday. I know that everyone has to work. Well, not everyone, but you get my point. I am just so sad that I have to leave my sweet precious Kaci. I love her so much and I just hate that I can't spend the days with her. I think every now and again I will have to take a day off to spend with her. I am scared that she will forget me when I am gone. At the same time I am happy to be getting a paycheck again so that I can provide for my sweet precious Kaci. We like to vacation and do fun things so having a dual income really helps. Part of me feels like I should be at home with her and the other part knows that in order for us to have what we want and need both Rick and I need to work. I have been journaling to her since she was born so hopefully someday she will understand why mommy had to work. I know it is silly and I shouldn't be reacting like this, but I just love her so much. She is my joy!