
As I reflect over what I have become I can't help but think of the day I found out I was pregnant with Kaci. I can't believe my baby girl is going to be 10 months old. My how time flies. When we are young we wish we were older and when we are older we wish we were younger. Some can't decide if high school was the best time their lives or if now is the best time of their lives. Some say 30 is the new 20 and others say that 50 is the new 30. When we stop and look around we wonder about the journey. It's not looking back that is the journey; the journey is now. Some say that your 30's are the best years of your life. Is that only if you are single? Are married people included in that group? I am 31. When I turned 30 I was 5 months pregnant with Kaci. August 1, 2009 I turned 31. I don't exactly recall my birthday and it wasn't because I was out drinking. It's old age. Seriously. LOL Ever since Kaci was born I forget everything. I actually had to count the decades on my fingers to figure out how old I am. UGH. Really? is this what my life has become? Well, good news is Kaci is really growing. She is so pretty and so smart. She is just the light of my life and so amazing. My heart melts...except for when she does her Mariah Carey impersonation. HA HA. As I sit here and type I can't help but wonder what her next year will bring. What does God have in store for us? It's all his plan and I am just his child who will continue on his path. My first 30 years weren't perfect and I am sure my next 30 years won't be either. But, I am going to try and make the best of them no matter what happens. I am going to try and have some fun too!
Until Next Time....

